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Had project meeting in school today again. 8 hours in school. Practically like working hours, 10am-6pm. ): Story of my miserable life. 

Marketing proj is driving me crazy. Used to think that it's quite fun, but now? Hell no, marketing is just like RHT, so much research and planning to be done. 

A few week's time before it's the study break again then HOLIDAYS! :D Can't wait. Gotta make full use of this holiday then. 

Met Daniel & Ain in school! So many people in school on a Sunday. Sad lives. Ordered McDelivery (macs again) for lunch today and zq & I discovered something about each other, damn coincidental, hahahaha. But it will remain a secret in us forever. I hope? 

Had Subway for dinner with ch, shared gossips as usual. Hahaha I swear our group damn stalker. We will talk about a certain someone, then someone will ask "Huh who is she?" Then, the next thing you know, everyone is checking her profile on fb. Stalkerish but fun uh. Hehe. & playing shoot/shag/marry and the rating game. 

Yesterday, had project meeting at Bras Basah macs again but it ended to be gossip/story sharing session again. Heard an inspiring and another sad story. Affairs of the heart and its complications. 

Had to leave for work, it was beyond boringggg but it's a simple job. Considered quite good already so I shouldn't complain. The train ride home after that seemed extremely long. Just like the one on Friday. ): 

Friday was marketing test and then went to have a birthday dinner with py ks jen and sherm to celebrate sherm's birthday! Sorry I had to leave early and didn't go the Thai bar with you guys. 


Will upload photos soon. Too lazy. 


Sugarloaf tomorrow. Good luck to me, and our team. May nothing nasty happen and may none of my friends come to Sugarloaf tmr to see me in my hideous face with the red lipstick and gelled up hair. 



Wished I didn't care about what others thought. 
Current Music:
Just A Kiss- Lady Antebellum
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Tumblring again. Find it really therapeutic. The quotes that you can relate to what you're feeling and thinking, meaningful quotes that you believe in, the pretty pictures with awesome photography or editing skills, photos of girls and models that you wish to look like, photos of clothes you wish to own, photos of cute guys, the food you wish to eat, fond memories/quotes of movies and shows, funny quotes and pictures, everything and anything. Another world. 

But it gets tiring after awhile as it will autoload when you scroll down so it's an endless page of pictures/quotes. 

I am tired now. So goodnight world and may tomorrow be a better day. 

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I think im the queen of awkwardness, radiating the awkward aura wherever I go.

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"Passion for near-perfection, not total perfection, because then it's the end."
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*Edited because i have this tendency to forget about the things I want to blog about





Wine test today was bad.
Was so unlucky in the morning.
Wished and prayed that I wouldn't be the last 3 so I wouldn't have to stay back to clear up. Then it happened, i was the second last to go. 
Wished and prayed that I wouldn't get white wine cause it was much more troublesome than red wine and then it happened again, i got white wine.
Prayed that I wouldn't screw anything up and just go on with it smoothly like how I mentally go through it in my mind for countless time. & indeed, I screwed everything up because I panicked. 
Spilled a few drips on the table, didn't announce the wine details & didn't wipe the mouth of the bottle before serving.
SSM gone case. ):
Definitely a C or D.
Really felt like crying right after my wine test but I don't like crying in public so I held back my tears. 
Both prof test 1 & 2 I couldn't even do well, in fact, I couldn't even pass a simple thing like grooming for both. 
When I was showering alone in the locker room I couldn't stop thinking about it and teared a little. 
Felt like such a failure that I can't even do anything right. Ever.
Felt worse when I couldn't even open that small tub of facial wash. Tried again and again to open it to no avail. It's just a damn tub why can't I open it?!

Failure + unlucky jinx = Ultimate loser
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But there's no point crying over split milk (wine), so I decided to get over it and stop thinking about it. 
I can only do better in my other subjects to pull my gpa up.
I can only rely on my accounting now. Really hope I can do very well for accounting to pull my gpa up.
My only hope. 


Dined at Sugarloaf today.
Pot pie was....not as great as I expected though.
K la i love the mushrooms, it reminded of those for breakfast in Gold Coast.
I miss those days. 


Accompanied Ain to go polyclinic to get her MC, and I finally collected my blood test report, after 2 months.
& Raymond's guess about my blood type was right. That psychic. 


Having nutella again cause I'm so hungry. 


What do you call a weird feeling that is hard to explain...? 
Indescribable feeling?
Silly?

Wished I could write and articulate better. 
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It just occurred to me that i should start saving for my education in the future. Oh dang. 
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I really wanted to go for brunch with my fam, my fav duck rice! But because I know dad has been grumbling a lot since last night about how troublesome it is to send mum to grandma's house then send us home then go back to office again so I rather stay home to save all the trouble. & save myself from all his complaining/nagging. I don't want to go his office and do nothing too I have got so much work left to do there's no time to waste. So now I'm home alone. & now my dad thinks that I don't want to go eat with them. Great la how great. 

My mum is so sweet, she cooked porridge for me cause she knows I'm staying at home and there's nothing to eat at home except bread and biscuits (and cup noodles) so she cooked! <3 She really did a lot of things for me, stood by me even though I was not exactly in the right, she would explain it to me gently and even help me keep it from my dad when I wanted to sneak out, gave me money when she knew I had no more left and didn't dare to ask, cooked for me early in the morning just so that I would have something better than bread to eat for my breakfast. I really owe her a lot, I just wished I would give her less trouble and help her more with her problems. I just hope she will be happy and healthy. She said this to me before "If you all are safe and happy, i'll be happy too". Dear mum, it's the same the other way too. 

Okay shall stop being so mushy. Actions speak louder than words so....no point putting it all in words. 


Finally bought the facial package yesterday! ^^ Can't wait to go with @ainlah! Hope it wouldn't disappoint us. 


Can't make it for tuesday's ikea dinner with Ed & co cause of BESE dining task. Zzz. 


& I've downloaded PPS on my phone so means I can watch City Hunter from my phone! Don't have to wait till I'm free to watch alr cos I can watch it anywhere! ^^
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Today was a better day. 

Started the day off slightly disorientated as I was unable to find my way as usual (being a direction-idiot), but was so glad that I was able to distribute most of the flyers out this morning, left only 7 pcs! Maybe cause this time at main gate. The last time there were so many left I felt so bad, this time I was so relieved to know that I almost gave out all of them, albeit the multiple mosquito bites. ): But it's worth it la. $25 for one hour in exchange for a few mosquito bites and a few awkward moments standing outside VJC. Saw Sihuay! 

Breakfast was awesome as we had KFC's AM porridge & blueberry pancakes with scrambled eggs! One of the rare times that i can catch the breakfast set so early! Should do this more often. Referring to the breakfast part. 



Sidetrack: The cool wind is blowing in from the window - SOOOOO SHIOK. The weather should be like this every single day! 



Marketing and accounting lecture was boring as usual. Fast forward to after school hours. Had project meeting which ended up to be stalking + mini ktv session! Had dinner at prata shop with classmates, but I didn't eat tho. Regretting it now as my stomach is pleading for food. 


& the mini Skin79 BB Cream set has arrived! With a free mask. Fast and efficient, i like. ^^



Really want to have some free time to meet up with friends, dress up and leisurely stroll around town/anywhere else, snapping photos, having nice food, seeking solace in the leisureliness of it all, temporarily forgetting all the troubles in the world. Such serenity.


& now it's raining. Perfect weather to sleep in. 


Goodnight world! 

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